Thursday, June 14, 2018

Thursday, May 3, 2018

15 Week Pregnancy Update!

How has it been 15 weeks already?!

        I always have the best intention to do a Weekly Update/Youtube Update....maybe today will be the day that starts!  There have definitely been some downers so far with this pregnancy, but I will limit that information to try to keep this as upbeat as possible! If you are curious what the downers have been, definitely comment or message me and we can talk about it! I want this to be informative as well as to help others who are going through the same thing!

       Symptoms from Week 1- Week 15 (these are not seperated by the weeks, just an overall list):
                         Nausea, Vommiting, Hyperemesis Gravidarum (HG), Headaches, Cramping, Cramping, and more Cramping, difficulty staying asleep, frequent urination, and several infections.

Baby's heartbeat has consistently been in the 160's.   My gut instinct says girl. At an overall view of Wives tales, majority point to girl. If Isosceles is a boy , I will have to do a lot of apologizing for all the girl clothes 🙂.   We've been sent to the ER twice due to the HG.


Today is the first time I've been able to hear the baby's heartbeat on the at-home fetal doppler!

My next appointment is May 9th.

Stay tuned for future updates! :)

Thursday, March 15, 2018

Infertility RECAP & Update 1/2 March 2018


In 2015 Tim and I began our journey of trying to conceive. After some time we realized that the Testosterone that Tim was taking had completely diminished his sperm count. After stopping his Testosterone Tim's count then went to a "normal" range. After the count was in normal range for quite some time, and still not conceiving, we decided it was time for me to get checked out as well. At this time we found out I had PCOS ( Poly-cystic Ovarian Syndrome).

My irregular periods were a result of having PCOS which made it difficult not only to get pregnant but even to track ovulation. I was given my first round of Clomid, 50mg to assist in regulating my cycle and force ovulation to occur. On cycle day 21 I had my bloodwork done to check if ovulation had occured. My progesterone was less than 1. Typically after ovulation your progesterone should be at least above 10.

The OBGYN  then decided to bump my Clomid up to 100mg for my next cycle. After taking Clomid on cycle days 3-7 I then began my ovulation predictor tests AKA OPKs. During my fertile week, per the OBGYN being cycle days 11-17, I came down with pneumonia. At the end of the fertile week I received a positive OPK which indicates a rise in the LH levels signaling your body that an egg should be released in the next 12-36 hours, we still tried.

Immediately after having pneumonia I came down with strep throat. While I had strep throat I seemed to have convinced myself that having a child was never going to happen for us. I thought we had been trying for almost 3 years and that if it was going to happen then it would have happened already. I convinced myself I no longer wanted kids, and my heart broke for weeks because this SINGLE thing I expected to get out of life, seemed so far out of my reach almost as if it was a fairytale. I gave up. I pouted. I cried..and cried..and cried. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and hide........